okay So I had a stupid girly, oh my god moment. What did I expect?? Well I expected him to be sad, I expected him to be upset, but I did not not ever expect him to offer to pack his bags and come along! I just thought we’d have a great two weeks to try and carry us through two months. That’s all. And if he couldn’t… well okay.

That really was the sweetest, most romantic thing I can think of. (Stupid dorky Jessie grin.)

I am not looking for him to tell me that he loves me or anything, but it’s really nice to now know, without second guessing myself that he really likes me in that I wanna do everything with you sort of way. Yes, he said it, that’s all I was looking for. I don’t need to hear it every day, or even every month.

In other news, I don’t like my newly aquired clingly lable, but oh well. If it’s what I am… it’s what I am. I hope I don’t lose any of his respect now from it. That would be pretty….

And really?? What’s so freaking wrong about wanting to hear it? Now I am clingy? Bah, whatever! He’s the only one who has… Phil is a great guy, I know I am lucky, so yeah, I am going to have the occasional dumb moment. I almost wish he could come too. But I can’t take him from work, or the others that might need him. I mean, come on, the odds are good that Ren’s going to need him again before she’s out.

I suck at arguing, I don’t want to do it anymore. But I know I am going to have another one soon.

Bleh.